blog shmog.

was just reminded i havent blogged in a month.
oops.
would love to blame lots of things...
but i really havent got anything to blame.
been house sitting for my family since the 4th.
alone.
a whole house.
to myself.
it's been a great chance for me to cook!
i'm really diggin cooking...
or should i say baking!
i baked a couple banana breads...
i baked an apple blueberry cobbler...
that was the best tasting cobbler i've ever had!
you know i wouldnt say that if it werent true.
i've been cooking a lot of meals too.
which is fun...
getting to experiment a bit.
would have been nice if i had some friends around here...
that weren't all jacked up on family.
sucks...
but i feel more and more like i'm the last single 30-something woman in the world.
ha.
i guess part of that feeling is my gross flexibility.
with my schedule, that is.
all my class are online.
i do homework at midnight.
i dont have a job.
i dont have anyone, anywhere depending on me.
(my mom's dog doesn't count. he'd just pee on the floor if i weren't here.)
i don't have any concrete responsibility.
i know, i know...
how grande!
but is it really??
i don't know.
i think its getting close to that time...
where i have to...
*gulp*
think about settling down.
...and i have.
thought about it.
i'm totally fond of berkeley.
i can't wait to get back there.
and i really think i could be content there for 4 years...
and finish my degree there.
although...
the wanderer that i am..
i did check out UT-Austin and UC-Santa Cruz...
they both have my major...
so i wouldn't have to be tied to berkeley...
if i didn't want to be.
but there are other things there too...
good people...
good stuff that i am interested in.
so.. grrr.
i hate getting this feeling.
next!
school is going well...
fucked up one assignment...
and got an 87.5 because i forgot to do part of it! doh!
another one i got a 90.
which, i dont really think was necessary...
i thought it was a good paper!
but, otherwise...
all 100s.
but really...
what else do i have to do??
ha.
i did fall off the wagon for a couple days...
got over that quick.
thank goodness for hangovers...
or i would have forgotten why i got on the wagon to begin with!
always seem to make shitty decisions drunk.
at least i know that hasnt changed.
ah well...
live and learn.
thats all i have to keep doing.