i'd like to think i've taken the roads less traveled.
but here i am...
on a journey home.
a journey we all take.
at least i feel its not with my tail between my legs.
at least i feel some dignity.
at least i am proud of who i am.
i have many things i need to get into order.
many facets of myself i need to organize and adjust.
i do believe this could be the summer to do that.
i do believe this is my summer to make all of those differences.
i've got a list of things i want to do/be...
don't eat meat.
do no harm.
practice zazen daily.
relearn english grammar.
paint with oils.
of course there are more things....
there will always be more things.
and i will fuck these things up too.
but going home.
i think that will help me to refocus.
help me to find a center.
i do believe that once i find that center...
everything else will fall into place around me.
here's to roads less traveled....
and the roads we all travel too.